If lesbians love women so much, how come they always seem to look like/love "butch" or "manly" women?

I know as a gay man, I tend to like, I guess you can say, less "masculine" men. As in they keep themselves well taken care of, and have good fashion sence. But I mean, I don't like men that look like women.

I guess I can see a women liking a woman who was tom boyish or acted more masculine... I guess

But if I were a lesbian, I'd love hot chicks. With big tits and pretty curvy bodies that they loved to show off with cute clothes and cute shoes.

Maybe its my misunderstanding of lesbians and things that fuck women in general that has lead me to the path of loving my own sex.

This isn't to say all lesbians are like that, I know a bunch that like actual women.


To summarize:

Straight women think steriotypical gay men are hot.

Straight men think steriotypical lesbians are scary and ugly.

Blegh, sometimes I just hate it when people keep pushing me, and pushing me, and pushing me.

I bring up an idea. You know? An idea to get out of this mess. And my responce is always doubt. I couldn't do it cause... well, it's me. Doesn't anyone think for one second that might hurt? To just burn down a suggestion before I even try it. Because I'M the one making the suggestion?

I shouldn't let people push me around anymore.

I used to like it, or a least not mind it, being the one people could just kind of push around, the boxing dummy. The weeble that wobbles but never falls down.

But lately, I've just been daydreaming of some dignity. Just a bit of respect. Please, if you know me, it really does hurt sometimes when you call me names and stuff. I may seem tough, but in actuality, I'm very fragile.